woeful

Sitting on a bus, desperate to get home because the tears are expanding inside, blocking my chest and weighing me down.

Thoughts of self-destruction – the desire to eat and eat, to sit alone and drink, to self-harm.

Loneliness.

Lack of sleep, lack of concentration, lack of motivation.

Physical exhaustion, slowness.

Irritability.

Signs the downward slide is in full force.

 

 

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