wud (Scottish slang)

Heaviness, boredom, apathy, panic, fear, guilt, tiredness, slowness.

I’ve given up. I’m over-eating. I’m sitting in pyjamas.

Back to not sleeping. Back to pretending. Both of these mean the absolute exhaustion is back.

Back to fighting tears on bus, back to head-down walking, tears falling.

Suicidal thoughts. No future.

Hard to care.

Lonely. Alone.

All done.

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